To know me is to love me. Or is it that to love me is to know me? It doesn't matter. One cannot get to know me through me talking about myself, but one can learn a few things about me in paragraph form. Partially because I am a writer, partially because I am a talker. It doesn't much matter. So here are some things that I would like to say about myself.
I am "typical" in many ways, and yet also not in others. I won't claim to be completely, or even partially, original, since true originality has been impossible for thousands upon thousands of years, but in many ways I am of a rare breed. I am well-grounded, I see myself clearly, and I am far more mature than my sixteen years would suggest. My mother can attest to all that.
I have many loves in my life, some of which stand out more than others. Of course, my immediate family is at the very top (my mom, my dad, and my brother), but they are not alone. I have others who I see as my family (my two "brothers", Mark and Matt, and my two "sisters", Claire and Brianne), and my best friends (Hope and Tegan), and then Sarah, my girlfriend, for whom I have changed so much, and because of whom I am who I am today--in many very good ways.
ON LIVEJOURNAL!MY COMMUNITIES.
I belong to many Evanescence and Twilight-centered communities, as anyone can see. I am quite obsessed. And so of course I have two of my own.
evanescence9999 Empty and sad. Le sigh. Ah well, at least I have it for me :D
topazandgarnet Actually has members, some posting (mostly by me), and people that pay attention! YAY!
I AM A VERY OBSESSIVE PERSON. HERE ARE MY MAIN OBSESSIONS. ~EVANESCENCE ~AMY LEE ~STEPHENIE MEYER ~TWILIGHT ~NEW MOON to come: ~PROM NIGHTS FROM HELL ~ECLIPSE ~BREAKING DAWN ~MIDNIGHT SUN ~THE HOST
I AM ALSO A VERY LOVING PERSON. HERE ARE SOME THINGS I LOVE. ~My Parents ~My Little Brother ~My Older Brothers/Sisters ~My Best Friends, Hope and Tegan ~My Idols, Amy Lee and Stephenie Meyer ~My Passion and Dream, Writing ~My Favorite Band, Evanescence
I AM ALSO A GIRL. A FANGIRL. HERE IS MY LIST OF THOSE I WOULD EAGERLY BIRTH THE BABIES OF. ~Jasper Hale - From Twilight. Yes, I know, "vampires can't have/make babies". Whateve. ~Emmett Cullen - Same as above. Afterall, I am Rosalie ;D ~Silas Botwin - From Weeds. ~Hannibal Lecter - From...awjeez, you know where from. ~Matt Damon - SEXY! I DON'T CARE THAT HE HAS A YOUNG DAUGHTER! (Named Isabella :D) ~Brad Pitt - SEXY! I DON'T CARE HOW OLD HE IS! ~Brendan Fraiser - SEXY! ~Heath Ledger - SEXY! GODDAMN WIFE! ~Dr. James Wilson - From House. Haha. ~Sesshomaru - From InuYasha. ~Vincent Valentine - From Final Fantasy VII. ~Vin Diesel - SO SEXY! MUSCLES!!! ~Dr. Robert Chase - From House. Haha Australian bastard. ~Dr. Gregory House - From House (duh). C'mon, how many girls DON'T agree with me? XP ~Hatsuharu Sohma - From Fruits Basket. ~Kyo Sohma - From Fruits Basket. ~Dane Cook - Comedian. Haha. ~Carlos Mencia - Comedian. Haha.
I AM ALSO JUST A PERSON. HERE ARE SOME THINGS I AM. ...adjectives... ~insane ~eccentric ~difficult to understand ~different ...nouns... ~a nerd ~a flirt ~a tease ~a lover ~a bitch ~a smartass ~myself ~one-of-a-kind
MY LJ LIFE IS NOT CLEAR-CUT. HERE'S WHAT HAS HAPPENED SO FAR.
When I first got here on LJ, I had lots of problems with it, wasn't posting much, wanted to post a lot but didn't know what to do. Now I am a much different person, less lazy, more dedicated, more mature, more human. I have changed a lot, and I continue to change, as all proper human beings do. I am also exponentially growing more obsessed with, you guessed it, my obsessions.
LOVE ALERT; LOVE ALERT; LOVE ALERT!!!
I'd like to thank...
EMILY, aka yokotanaka, for sparking my return to LJ with her naughty ninjaness in English class. Also for being such an open, nonjudgemental person I can really trust, and with which I always have fun. You mean so much to me...and I hope you come to mean more, in time. I love you<3
MAGGIE, aka sweetpealv123, for giving me a reason to spend hours on LJ not doing my work, at least at first.
JENNA, aka hope_rising, for being yourself and someone to eagerly await posts from.
JERI, aka fox_of_flight, for being as obsessed and fangirlish as I over Twilight and New Moon and referring me to the awesome awesomeness that has changed my life. No lie.
BRIANNE, aka silverlostsoul, for being a wonderful sister I can always count on, and who I know loves me and thinks of me in a way more special than any other--that means more to me than most can know. I love you<3
TEGAN, for keeping me sane and clearing my mind and somehow magically making me understand just by being there. I love you<3
HOPE, for being my best friend, and someone who I can talk to forever since you are really silent and a great listener. I love you<3
LUNA for being an obsessive fangirl with me who always makes me anticipate more, more, MORE!!! X3 LUV<3
A FEW WORDS ON CONTACT.
Comments are loved.
I like making friends but that only appliess if you actually talk to me. I always need more people to talk to. I love having people who post plenty so that I have something interesting to read and comment on. I'm obsessed with LJ like that.
A pet peeve of mine is shit spelling/grammar/word arrangement.
ME IN A NUTSHELL.
"It is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for what you're not." - unknown
"The ones who care don't matter, and the ones that matter don't care." - unknown
"They who want to make you cry can't, and they who can won't." - inaccurate
"The people who can hurt you are the ones who won't want to." - inaccurate
"It is better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad." - Christina Rossetti